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♥no sense in independence day


hi~ fellow indonesian! happy independece day!


it's already such a loooong time since i'm writing,

well it's just because lately even i've a lot of ideas or maybe we should just call it stuff that stuck on my brain since some of it *or most of it to be exact* aren't innovative, i've lost my writing desire. please don't ask me why :D since i my self dunno.

but i'm not just stop writing at all. at least i'm writing some point which pops out in my mind *which mostly about 'how to be better me lately'

and still write some quote and beatifull words i got from people arounds me or books.

haha okay i can help it. i really do love inspiring word or quotes since its encourage me a lot :P *or just by the moment, yeah right. people like me must be pushed harder than anyone else*

btw about quotes..

i've found some good quotes last week...it's a good quote, maybe you'll think so and it could encourage you a lot like it did to me..


" i cry alot but i'm not weak,

i've a lot of doubt but i'm not lost,

i fell more than any one but my bone never crack"


good one isn't it?i got this one in a short story i've read, i translated in english since it's sound kind of "gombal" in bahasa :D

btw i'm start reading novel again.. whoop... ut's such along time since i stopped reading novel.

and i 'm happy to know me reading again since i got all of those old feeling.. you know like got different life and prespective..


oh anyway enough for all the non-sense stuff i wrote in this blog :P or should i say my "labil ' s blog " LOL

i've lost my "writing desire" desire again hahaha...

so the end????

of course not ! my life is not that simple...

so to be continue???


welll maybe? i myself dunno either <3


ohh anyyy waaaahhh happy independence day! <3



posted by -megu- at 5:40 AM


♥yess... hello world ! wait for me


COUNTRY GIRL

by : debby ryan

I was born on a farm where my mama milked the cattle.

A jug full'a corn was my first baby rattle.

I could ride a tractor before I could ride a bike.

My very first date took me to the theater.

That joy's biggest dream was to grow the biggest tater.

But I wanted much more than to be a farm hands wife.

So I packed my bags and headed for the water.

They all waved goodbye to the little farmer's daughter.

I was setting sail for the beat time of my life.

REFF:

Now I'm picking apples at the Sistine Chapel.

Bailin' hay at the shores of Yasay.

I'm a country girl in every country of the world.

Now I'm shuckin' corn where Shakespeare was born.

And I'm eating grapes on the great pyramids.

I'm a country girl in every country of the world.

I'm just a country girl on every country of the world.

my point : it's a really inspiring song <3>.< *fan girl mode sorry :P*

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posted by -megu- at 5:39 AM


♥Friends, love and life?


Friends ?

Love?

Life?



... yeah.. let me think a little ..
what's pop in your mind?

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posted by -megu- at 10:11 PM


♥amazing steve jobs! how i admire him


This is the text of the Commencement address by Steve Jobs, CEO of Apple Computer and of Pixar Animation Studios, delivered on June 12, 2005.

I am honored to be with you today at your commencement from one of the finest universities in the world. I never graduated from college. Truth be told, this is the closest I’ve ever gotten to a college graduation. Today I want to tell you three stories from my life. That’s it. No big deal. Just three stories.

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out?

It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: “We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?” They said: “Of course.” My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents’ savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn’t see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn’t interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn’t all romantic. I didn’t have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends’ rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example:

Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn’t have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can’t capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, its likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn’t know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down – that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over.

I didn’t see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple’s current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I’m pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn’t been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don’t lose faith. I’m convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You’ve got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven’t found it yet, keep looking. Don’t settle. As with all matters of the heart, you’ll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don’t settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: “If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you’ll most certainly be right.” It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: “If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?” And whenever the answer has been “No” for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something.

Remembering that I’ll be dead soon is the most important tool I’ve ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure – these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn’t even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor’s code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you’d have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I’m fine now.

This was the closest I’ve been to facing death, and I hope its the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept:

No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don’t want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life’s change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of others’ opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960′s, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: “Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.” It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Thank you all very much.

SOurce : http://onemansblog.com/2010/02/01/steve-jobs-outstanding-stanford-commencement-speech-from-2005/



posted by -megu- at 7:55 AM


♥too much supplement, can it kill you?


so this is it.. i'm starting wonder will it kill me if i'm taking too much supplement.

yes i mean in all unhealthy food i ate (to be honest i hate veggie) and the pollution and all those bad uv i got from the sunlight..
and to be plus plus.. is all the love that my lecture and my senior gave me that make me cannot sleep with those loving laboratory work and assignment *i'm sure you know what i mean*

so i think it's necessary for me to taking some supplement..
plus since i step on my 20th year i think i just get more obsessed with health..
and believe me or not..
i'm taking 3 kind (which in one of those 3 kind contain 2 more kind vit so it can be count as 4 kind) supplement a day LOL
confused?

so let me explain like this:
in the morning i'm taking amicolla (read my review before) for my skin's health
at night iam taking Glutathione to prevent me for free radical + vit c to make it works better.. and as you know the advantage og vit c for your body

and from now own i'm taking clorophyl liquid (yeah you're right that something in the green leaves) for detoxification..

LOL too much ne?
hope this wont killing me..

anyway..
i'll still have a laboratry work in may college this noon
about cabling.. hahah i know it's pretty shocking
i, my self , never imagine someone like me can take such a hardware and stuff like this as my field of study..

anyway wish me luck..

see you soon

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posted by -megu- at 6:57 PM


♥for my madaminu taisetsu na hito


one think i know

*so this is me starting to wonder
how many heart we touched, how many heart we broke
how many person we will have met before we met each other
wonder if you are one of the person i pass by tomorrow or the days after
or you're the person who just passed by me on the street yesterday and the day before

so this is me waking up in the morning..
when you also start to say hello to the world
or you are the one who are just going to sleep or just happen to see the sunset..

ref :yeah.. there is just one thing i know
that you're mean for me
yeah.. that i just happen to believe
that some day I'll be for you
one thing i know for sure
the i'll know when the the time is come

back to *
and when we meet, we'll share our story
at that I'll hold your hand as you hold mine
even i don't know when it is, where it is, and who you are
but i can feel it that somehow our heart was connected to you..

back to ref

i know it , i feel it
that you're somewhere out there for me

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posted by -megu- at 6:48 AM


♥most wanted item


okay!! as usual i'm lack of money >.< href="http://www.yesasia.com/global/hey-say-jump-ing-tour-08-09-japan-version/1016184430-0-0-0-en/info.html">[here at yesasia.com]
(GOSH! they always make me poor by their cuteness.. anyway i think i can afford it since
it can be order by 2 times payment. so i think i can do the first payment, and collecting some money for the next payment )

2. black shoes boot
price : don't know

http://images.marketplaceadvisor.channeladvisor.com/hi/79/78838/804-6227.jpghttp://new-online-womens-discount-shoes.com/images/ebay/boots%20-%20mid-calf/vida-26/vida-26blk.jpg

i really cant' decide which one to choose beetwen those two, the man's type and the woman's type (the winters style one) but i think both are cool so
one of them is more than enough

3. slouch white boots
price : don't know

http://cn1.kaboodle.com/hi/img/b/0/0/25/3/AAAAC77eXaoAAAAAACU-lA.jpg
okaaay~ ai really slouch white boot shoes like this.. i don't care if it is high heels or low heels
as long as it white and has slouch >.<>.< style="width: 193px; height: 158px;" alt="http://www.gadgets-reviews.com/uimg/dell-mini-laptop-red.jpg" src="http://www.gadgets-reviews.com/uimg/dell-mini-laptop-red.jpg">

yeah.. when i get to the university, i just think that i need any laptop since my college are near from home. but guees i'm wrong..
it's difficult to do anything without laptop. i mean this thing really useful.
that you can study from ppt in break or do some assignment. and also browsing when you get bored T.T
oh.. and i really the small one, cause i sometimes bring my bro lappie to campus and it's so heavy and really annoying




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